I felt utterly guilty. Utterly. The other day I was talking to some friends, and we talked about achievements (that seems rather random).

But anyways, I was told that I was a “hardworking” person, very “brilliant”, have so much “potential”, and all that words associated with some of mankind’s inherent virtues. But the truth is uglier than Ugly Betty – I am a fan of procrastination. With that being said, I had lived a double life like Sydney Bristow in Alias, merely putting a illusive facade to the people around me.

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New Year, New Milestone

January 7, 2008

January 1 was a special day. It was the deadline for my university application. University application, at its point of submission, especially the application essays, requires me to have done a great deal of self-reflection and self-awareness, while a new year is all about the beginning – new journey, new resolution. So the December 31 – January 1 period was spent on thinking about the future and setting new resolutions, on the premise of a solid new-found foundation called, the self-awareness.

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